Flush That Shit Out

Shittest day ever.

I don't even know why. As I was going through the motions, I thought, "Eh, it ain't so bad," but now that I'm home I feel completely exhausted, brain dead, stressed out. I just want to watch The Vampire Diaries (I reserved season two from the library and it came in today but no one will get it for me and I'm already in my pjs...), eat ice cream (which would be the second bowl of the day... I got home and ate a bowl of ice-cream to drown my sorrows a bit) and then go to sleep at 9pm.

I got home around 5.15pm. The house was completely dark with all the windows closed even though my brother had been at home all day. It was so stuffy inside. Dirty dishes in the sink. Back door left open (well, unlocked). Recyclables splayed across the kitchen. It sucks when you get home after eight hours straight of uni and you have to do all that shit even though someone else has been at home all day. Fair enough, he was studying all day but still, it doesn't take that much effort to open some windows and take the rubbish out.

That's what kills me about starting a family of my own. Lord knows the wife/mother is usually stuck with the housekeeping and the cleaning and the cooking. Regardless of how much things change, I feel like it always falls to the wife/mother. I heard on the radio the other day about how great it is that how women in the workforce has increased over the last 10 years but then, on the other hand, now women not only have to work full-time but they're still stuck with all the chores.

I also feel like shit today because I ate 20 lollies.

J