The Last Time

We hugged goodbye. I found out he got facebook a few months back and forced him to add me. I smiled all the way home in the car like a lunatic.

We had a moment as he was about to leave. R, my manager, another girl and I were standing in a circle, talking and saying goodbye to R. The girl and my manager was kind of having their own conversation at one point. R looked over me and smiled and I just smiled back at him. We held eye contact for too long, just smiling, and it was magical.

I don't hug people. Not unless they're a girl friend I've known for an extended period of time. But I hugged R. He hugged me back. And it wasn't one of those half-assed hugs either. He really hugged me back quite hard.

One of our breaks overlapped. I only had 15 minutes and had to go back. We talked about our respective holidays and just had a jolly time, joking around.
"Stay!" he said as I got up to leave.
"Why?" I said.
"Stay and talk to me," he said. I stifled a whimper. And then I stayed.

I would for R. I will miss him dearly.

J