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I'm a student from Australia who used to have a lot of time on her hands but doesn't have that much anymore. Now she has other stuff on her hands.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

I've Got a Tight Grip on Reality

I'm in a funk this evening, lads and gents (get it, that's me referring to all of you as men because I'm hilar like that). I don't really know how to describe it. It's like how I was talking to Big Michelle about feeling anxious and really cold and lonely sometimes for no reason. I just feel really down right now. There's not really a reason. Yeah, I have quite a lot of study to do. But that's no reason to feel depressed; I've had a lot of study to do for the last 2.5 years.

It's probably because I've been listening to mopey songs all afternoon... and I'm really cold. And I saw old friends today and I just miss things.

Sarah's hug today was fabulous though. I nearly fell out of my chair. For a small girl she throws a lot of force into her hugs.

Oh God. I've got it. I've been listening to mopey Paramore songs all afternoon. Brand New Eyes came out just as I started reading the Dollanganger series. That series is the most depressing and horrific series in the history of mankind (I don't know; there's likely worse but this one is pretty heinous). I used to listen to Brand New Eyes + read Dollanganger for hours in my room by myself and cry. This is probably the cause of my phasic (is that a word?) depression.

Episodic depression? Eh...

J

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'M NOT SMALL BITCH! You take that back, ho. Otherwise suga mama won't be getting any love.