Today, I touched the naked chest of an 18 year old boy. Albeit to feel for intercostal spaces and mark heart valves but I touched the naked chest of an 18 year old boy.
They screened us off in groups at the back of the lab and made the boys take off their shirts so others could use their bodies shamelessly. I was kind of nervous at first but then was all, "Whatevs," and copped a feel.
I kept wondering to myself, "What would be my reaction if F was in my group?" It's funny because I was talking to him before the lab and asked him if he was looking forward to Friday as a joke (in which boys also have to get nekkid for a bit of a feel and observation), he laughed and said, "Oh I don't think I'll be participating in that. I know, letting the group down and all." I really wanted to say, "Too body con, F?" but nothing came out. I was having a stroke thinking about him half naked and within 1m...
Erm.
We were also laughing at the picture fromm his student ID. He used to have an afro. Okay, maybe not quite. But a wild mass of blonde curls. It looked fabulous. We were laughing but secretly I was thinking, "I bet our children would look gorgeous with fab curls like that."
Alright, so before you start calling me a perv and a freak etc. please read the title of this post. I have some major hormonal issues going on right now. I believe my behaviour is justified.
J

2 comments:
I don't think that this behaviour can be attributed to crazy hormones, unless they are ALWAYS in a state of craziness. This is not out of the ordinary at all...for you. :P
- little m
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