This morning I had study group in uni with some friends before our bio exam. I legit studied for the first 1.5 hours but then I got bored so I started reading this old story I had saved on my USB that I wrote back in 2009. I don't know if you know this about me but a central theme found in every single thing I write is most usually sexual assault. I don't know. I probably have some deep seeded psychological issues but let's leave that for another blog post.
So, there I am, reading away when Chris comes along to join our study group.
Let me set the scene for you.
INT. SCIBY. DAYTIME:
I read the story on my laptop. D studies next to me. Big C arrives.
Chris: HI GUYS!
Me: OH HAI CHRIS!
Chris: *bored*bored*
Chris thinks to self, "I wonder what J is studying..." Chris goes over to look at J's laptop. J snaps it shut and cries inside.
Oh fuck, I was so ashamed. Is it worse that I snapped my laptop shut before he could see or if he had actually read what I read reading? Hopefully he thought I was just reading a really private email or something. Or maybe looking at porn.
J
About Me
- Junaberry
- I'm a student from Australia who used to have a lot of time on her hands but doesn't have that much anymore. Now she has other stuff on her hands.
3 comments:
Thanks for the blog post, made me all happy!
Also nostalgic - I remember this theme of sexual assault within your writing! You had this twilight fanfiction (omg, can't believe we wrote that shit) about how Bella was going through the Cullens' photo albums and she was like "Holy moly you guys look different" and Emmett was there saying "Yeah, vampires actually do get older but imperceptibly" and she was like oh that's so interesting and then he raped her and then Edward was like I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU and Emmett was all "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I couldn't help myself she's soooooo warm."
And also this time you were starting your own story and it started off with a chick being kidnapped by some psycho cult who abused her!
Can't believe I remember all this!
oh fuck, bad memories... but it was fun at the time!
What words..
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