Spent time with R today and wondered if I really like him. I also came to the conclusion that he doesn't like me in that way at all and I can't really be bothered asking him out before he quits after all. I also found out he plans on staying in Japan for a year, maybe 18 months instead of the initial six months.
This should bother me but it doesn't. He's a really nice, cool, unique guy but I don't really have the butterflies anymore or the overwhelming sense of, "I need your love, I need your time, when everything's wrong you make it right." I'd like to stay in touch because he's the kind of guy you wonder about years down the track. But I could say that about a lot of people because I become easily attached.
Rediscovered Man vs. Food. That is a good show.
J

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