Ugh, I just can't with this shit anymore.
R and I shared three hours together at Officeworks (shift overlapping) but I only saw him two or three times because it was busy as hale in there. He said hello at some point. I said, "Waddup?" He took a moment to actually think then said, "Hm, nothing." It was the most stupid, insignificant shit ever but it made me smile so much. I'm sure the customers I was serving at the time thought I was plum crazy.
I just looked at him for a while across the computer monitors and boxes of dividers. We don't have anymore shared shifts this week. And then next week I'm on even less. And then the week after that, I might not even see him again.
Do people tell other people they like them these days? I thought that, at a certain age, both parties were just meant to know then either pursue it mutually or get the fuck out.
Is there a sign to show someone you like them? I can't flirt because I can't remember how. And I hate flirting; it is archaic. We should just use our natural musk to show whether we are in heat or not.
My natural musk is telling me things right now.
J

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