I recently realized the main reason I tend to refrain from becoming friends with boys or being friendly with boys is because I'm scared they'll think I like them. Case in point: Indian guy in my FCP tute who I met on the first day of uni (ever) but have never really become friends with. We're friendly and all but I refrain from being friends with him. Why? In case he thinks, "Good God, what can I do to shake this girl? She's half in love with me."
This is even more applicable with boys I actually am attracted to. I will go OUT of my way to avoid them and not make eye-contact and only give half-smiles when they say something funny.
So, I pulled my first all-nighter last night. And by all-nighter, I mean I finished my assignment at midnight then went to bed. That's still pretty extreme for me. I've never stayed up past 10pm to do work. I feel sort of accomplished now, like I'm a real uni student. It is punctuated by the shame of the fact this assignment is due on Monday... but I wanted to get it done with.
I have to go study now. Judge away.
J
About Me
- Junaberry
- I'm a student from Australia who used to have a lot of time on her hands but doesn't have that much anymore. Now she has other stuff on her hands.
3 comments:
HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY THAT IN FRONT OF ME?! 12pm is NOT an all-nighter, it is life.
<3 tired architecture student
you're just jelly.
i felt hardcore during the act.
J
I AM jelly. Also, by these standards I must be living an insanely hardcore life.
m
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