I was legitimately in a mopey/depressed way today because I had to come to terms with the fact that I have a penchant for really good looking guys but, unfortunately, am not good looking enough to get such a guy.
I know I sound like a dirk but this was seriously about all I thought about today and I felt very upset. That being said, I have a history of liking somewhat unattractive guys so maybe I do have a chance for happiness...
The sucky thing is that basically this whole world revolves around aesthetics. You can have a beautiful personality (not saying that I do or anything... although, let's be real, I'm fabulous) and still get shin-kicked if you're ugly or unattractive or "plain."
And the fact is, my penchant for good looking guys is due to the value I put in aesthetics and, as such, I am part of the problem. Maybe I should change my way of thinking and develop a penchant for really ugly guys.
J

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