Today, I went ice skating with a bunch of people, most of whom I've never spoken to. Then I went to someone's house for lunch where they all loved my choc chip Oreo cookies. There's a blister the size of a small dessert plate on my left foot and I ate way too much and now feel sick. But I feel so happy. I talked to them, introduced myself, had laughs with them, made new friends. I didn't feel awkward or anxiety ridden at any time. I just felt normal and kind of free. It was really, really good.
During the car ride home, I started crying whilst listening to Paramore on the radio. But they were tears of joy. I think I proved to myself that I actually have the ability to be a socially active person. Chloe initiated a mobile phone number exchange (I know; shocking that my bff and I didn't have each others' numbers until today) and we've been texting about caramel slice this afternoon.
I'm happy.
Oh, and here's a pictures of my mangled foot. Let me tell you, my shower after that was not pleasant:
J


1 comment:
1. That foot gurl! Dat shit cray. Tis pretty mangled.
2. So happy for you - glad you had a good time :) Get dem digits.
I did notice you made a few new fb friends - friendquest WIN!
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