What a Joke

This morning, I went to Laura's stats lec and then we retreated to the relative coziness of the Ref to indulge in melting moments and hot chocolate. It was supremely nice to see/catch-up with Laura because, to be honest, she and I haven't really had a proper conversation for about 1.5 years. I think we were probably pretty good friends at some point in middle school but I guess we found somewhat different (but still kind of the same) friendship groups in the following years. I've always considered her one of my good friends and it was nice to see we were still completely comfortable with each other and she was exactly like the Laura I knew in year eight.

Afterwards, I went to my lecture and sat with Meg and Albert (who had the worst bad breath... The one where you don't brush your teeth in the morning. I nearly passed out). Also, this random guy who's sat next to me twice but I have no idea who he is. He's shy. Maybe I'll strike up conversation with him next time (if he ever sits next to me again).

During the course of the day (some time around lunch), Meg divulged some information to me such as the line, "I just wanted to be friends with her," said by one Zeter Febbs, to which my response was, "Fml," followed by, "What the fuck. I'm pretty sure I'm out of your fucking league, mate. You would be lucky to get this much woman." And then I thought, "If fucking Zeter Febbs doesn't think I'm anything of much, what chance do I have with people I actually do want to date?"

We had anatomy lab. Apparently, hottie tutor, Tareq, was there but I didn't see him and now I'm really depressed that I didn't get to. Meg saw him. Apparently, charm/confidence runs in the family because his little brother (who is in our year) is seriously confident. I wish I was like that (charm all the bitches).

Before the lab, I was walking down the corridor with Meg when Sarah (Scooper) and her boyfriend were walking in the opposite direction. They were joking around. As they passed, I said a tentative, "Hey," to which I received no response.

For those who are unaware, I (and possibly Meg) am currently on Friendquest 2012 and am trying to consolidate/form friendships/friendly acquaintanceships with as many people as I can every time I have class. This arvo, Meg came to me after going to the bathroom and told me she'd had a wonderful chat with tall redhead Jade outside the bathroom. We high-fived and smiled at one another. I think we get each other.

So, this event with Sarah and her asshole boyfriend (not really... but seriously) has seriously damaged my confidence in my friend-making ability and the general dignity of Friendquest 2012 (thus far). I don't really know what happened... Now I just feel like shit.

But not really. Don't worry about me.

Noodles for dinner tonight. That's a good thing.

J