Tuesday's for Procrastination

It's taken me about three years to get here but I finally reached it. I am henceforth incredibly attracted to Jess Mariano. The swagger, the leathers jackets, the broodiness, the jaw, the eyes, THE HAIR. Oh, if I could run my fingers through that hair. The wit, the intellect, the badassery
I mean, if I could meet a guy like that in real life... it would just be amazing. Little Mishelle always says she has high standards. She probably does. And I used to think I did too. Until I realized I don't. In fact, I have incredibly low standards but I always hype boys up in my mind. I put them on this pedestal where they belong in Gilmore Girls or some other chick-litty type TV series.

And it's great. It gets me through the long hard days where fantasizing about some great guy is all I need; thinking about (OH GOD) if he liked me too!

But seriously folks. I'm old, I'm mature. 18 and still pulling this shit? I need to grow up.

I desperately want to:

1. Buy some clothes. Some dresses! I wish I had some function to buy a nice dress for.

2. Watch Crazy Stupid Love (you know this...).

3. Meet some new boy who will have mutual attraction for me. Why am I always on the shitty side of unrequited love? Fuck that shit.

J