Goodness, it has become ugly.
I was talking to Big Michelle about this yesterday. I know he's not that great or special or interesting or riveting. And I know his voice is nasal. I know all of these things. But when he smiles at me or tolerates my inability to tie knots (OH GOD, IT WAS SO FUCKING HUMILIATING) or he laughs or he sits next to me and I smell that delightful mixture of frogginess and rain. Sigh. I can't help but GET EXCITEEDDD. SAUSAGE FEST.
I dunno. Ever since Sausage Fest 2010 I can't help but follow "get excited" with "sausage fest."
And the worst thing is I know for a fact he doesn't like me. Because he treats every other girl the same way and charms them with his delightful smile and laughs at their jokes and sits next to them on the bus.
It's just kind of sad.
J
edit:// No fucking shit, I saw him talking to a girl in our FCP tute. Asian, like me. Slightly nerdy but prettier and more sophisticated than me. And I saw him doing that laughing/being adorable thing to her as well and it just killed me. IT KILLED ME. I couldn't even listen to it anymore.
About Me
- Junaberry
- I'm a student from Australia who used to have a lot of time on her hands but doesn't have that much anymore. Now she has other stuff on her hands.
4 comments:
Dude, not even 24 hours and you've changed your mind again...not that I expected otherwise...
*sigh* I really need to meet this dude
- little M
i know i know. i don't really want u to meet him because you won't be impressed and will give me shit about it.
but u can't really help when you like someone regardless of how interesting they are. sometimes you just like someone for reasons unknown.
y u so cute?
y boys so dumb forreal?
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omg ur comment warms my heart hh.
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