Taylor Swift - "Fearless"

Seriously folks, have you heard anything as beautiful? I feel like this love for Taylor Swift started as this stupid thing. All these little teenyboppers are in love with her and I used to make fun of her. Then I listened to her and I basically was like, "She's pretty amazing." But it's gotten a bit out of control. You know when you see 12 year old kids crying and screaming when they see Justin Beiber or Taylor Swift live? Sometimes, I listen to Taylor sing live and I get a tear or two in my eye. It's pretty ridiculous. I just think she's amazing and I could listen to her 24 hours a day. I feel this affinity for her too because she seems like such a genuine, loving and kind person.

My FCP tutorial today was pretty shit. I mean, I went through the whole weekend basically hopped up on drugs because I talked to this guy in my MGC lab on Friday and pretty much fell in love. It's pretty disgusting. And I looked forward to the FCP tutorial today so much because he's in my tutorial as well. We had to give presentations today; I got critisized by my demonstrator a couple of times during it.
So, that pleasant experience kind of destroyed all my hipe at seeing F today. But we had a moment before class started where me and this other girl were talking about this thing we had to do for another FCP tutorial on Friday. And I was asking her about it, and just sort of generally speaking to people in the near area and F was sitting there and he just sort of looked up at me and said, "Oh crap! I forgot about that." And I said, "Har har, good thing I reminded you," just as he said, "Good thing you reminded me." Then we smiled at each other.

Good God, it was glorious.

His smile is basically the most glorious thing I've ever seen. When something funny happens in class, he'll try and cover up his laugh and just smirk or look down or chuckle or something. I always look over at him when something funny happens because his smile is like a drug to me. But this time, his smile showed teeth and everything. He looked so genuine and angelic. I don't think I've ever felt this way before. But I just want to talk to him and get to know him and hang out and be friends. He's pretty awesome.

J