I feel like I'm drowning right now. I'm drowning in this foreign terminology, this bizarre combinations of saccharides and polymers which I do not understand, hundreds of billions of different combinations which I'm supposed to memorise.
I feel like I have no one or no where to turn to. Everyone seems to know what they're doing but I am lost. What is wrong with me? Why can't I understand? Why am I the only one scared so much I can't stop worrying, I can't stop stressing, I can't stop crying?
How do I feel?
I feel so tired, it's like I can't move anymore. My body hurts, my head hurts. Everything is in pain. I can't explain this feeling of not just inadequacy but complete failure.
I know I will not pass. I know I will not succeed. But I don't know what to do about it.
I am completely lost.
J
About Me
- Junaberry
- I'm a student from Australia who used to have a lot of time on her hands but doesn't have that much anymore. Now she has other stuff on her hands.
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